I have been thinking a lot lately as February approaches. February for me brings a lot of sadness and anxiety. February is Jordan's birthday, my grandmother died the day after, Kinsley died on February 14th. February holds a lot of emotions and memories. Good ones too, I got engaged on Jordan's 30th birthday, Ava was born in February. The great memories and celebrations, meet sadness and some memories that I consider nightmares. As a read the comments on my blog or social m